Thursday, March 8, 2007

An Old Love Letter

Sometimes I wonder why I post some of this old stuff? Am I just stroking my own feathers, or am I truly amazed at what comes out of my head and then forget. This is a letter to the woman I love, and am still in love with. Yes, we are together still.....

Waking up this morning, I thought of you...
And my thoughts tripped over my heart...
Last night I ran into another woman I am interested in,
And wondered if I am just plain lazy not to pursue,
Or is it because I miss you?
I have accepted things for what they are,
You and I, laughing, pushing, and loving each other in this new way...
Or are we fooling ourselves?
Is it that we can't get past our own dramas?
Have we settled for less?
I doubt myself still... Pervertedly blaming myself...
Chastising internally for not stopping you...
For not controlling you, a fool to think I had such power.
And yet like a queen passing down her crown,
You still have power over me.
I miss you simply, I wish we could get past this
Enjoy each other for what there is,
Accept what is left... or still lingers...
And damn the past.
Love you always...

1 comment:

  1. It is amazing what comes out of us when we are silent and allow our hearts to speak for us. Beautifully written.

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